|
[Sunday
May 30th, 2010 at 1:39pm] |
Our school's prom was this weekend. I did not attend, naturally, but I have had a most pleasant weekend despite this fact. William and I spent our evening together and it was most pleasant. I must admit that I do look forward to attending together next year, however. I'm told it's quite the experience.
In other news, I've been accepted to the summer program at Princeton, which I am really excited about and I'll be helped Daddy out at the office part time as well. It promises to be a busy summer, between those two things and our regular visits to the Hamptons and to Los Angeles and Chicago. I'm glad that my education won't be completely neglected over the summer break, but I am also very much looking forward to spending a little time with friends and family that I do not see often enough.
[Private]
I don't know why I keep stopping him. It feels really good when he's touching me and kissing me, but there's a part of me that just freezes up and has to pull away. It feels like I barely have control of my own body when we.. I suppose I am just not ready to take that step with him. I do hope that William continues to be patient with me. I like him a lot, but I'm unwilling to put out just to keep him with me.
Maybe I should talk to Mom about it. She always gives good advice in these situations.
[/Private]
|
|
|